After learning of our Pope's deteriorating condition, I've realised that I haven't been a very good Catholic. Ever since I lived overseas, I feel like I'm losing it. There are times na medyo 'nakakalimot' na ako. And there are times, especially if I'm suffering from the hardships of life, I sort of 'blame' Him because He's not there for me. I even remember telling my parents that I feel that I don't believe in Him anymore. Wooow! They gave me a big KNOCK ON THE HEAD alright! Grabeng sermon ang inabot ko!
I am aware that I should be thankful for all the blessings He has given me (a great family, a beautiful daughter, a great life here in Australia, etc.). But sometimes I just can't help it. Maybe because I do this kaya Nya ako pinaparusahan. Hmmm.. maybe that's why.
Let us all pray for our beloved Pope's condition.
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